18th Floor Balcony/It's Just Me

[ti:18th Floor Balcony/It's Just Me] [ar:Blue October] [al:Foiled] [by:季风网-【http://www.ip21.cn】] [offset:0] Blue October - 18th Floor Balcony I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is alright To the core So close that door Is this happening My breath is on your hair I'm unaware That you opened the blinds And let the city in God you held my hand And we stand Just taking in everything And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talked about mom's and dad's About family pasts Just getting to know Where we came from Our hearts were on display For all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raised my hand as if To show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away And I'll try to sleep To keep you in my dreams Till I can bring you home with me I'll try to sleep And when I do I'll keep you in my dreams I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep So here we are On this 18th floor balcony yeah I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach No we're not going to sleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony We're both Flying away I lost a piece of me in you I think I left it in your arms I forget the reasons I got scared But remember that I cared quite a lot You see but lately I've been on my own Yeah one but one by choice You see that's a first for me There's only me yeah theres only me And now I realize for once It's just me It's just me It's just me And I'll find a way to make it There's no one left to stop me Here I go Can we take it from the top So why so long So sad I wanna be strong Don't try to take this from me I'm already spent living half my life undone So why so long So sad I wanna be strong Don't try to take this from me I've already spent my life living half undone I've been talking to my aunts and uncles mom and dad again I've been finding out that I have what this world calls friends I've tried to push them all away They push me back and wanna stay And that's one good thing I have I'm gonna feel a peace in me I'm gonna feel at home I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear be gone I wanna feel a punch inside my heart beat on the floor I don't wanna hurt no more Yeah it's just me It's just me And I'll find a way to make it There's no one left to stop me Here I go can we take it from the top So why so long So sad I wanna be strong Don't try to take her from me I've already spent my life living half undone So why so long So sad I wanna be strong Don't try to take her from me I've already spent my life living half undone It's me the one who won before I used to smile but don't no more I'm living just to watch it all go by